Our control is delusional

Tatyana’s Thoughts
2 min readOct 18, 2019

It's not meant to be understood — this life we live.

It's there as it is, it's there to take you in.
It's there to show you what you need to know, what you need to experience.

Every day, life rises up at you and opens its arms to involve you in its own events.
It’s mapped out and ready for you to ride along.

Yet we seek to understand every part of it.

The closer we look and the deeper we want to comprehend things, the less we can enjoy what’s given to us and the reasoning gets harder.

If it was meant to be understood, then what are feelings for?
Love. Hatred. Happiness. Sadness. Pain.
Incomprehensible sensations that we could destroy with every rational thought.

Yes, the mind is powerful.
But the heart could be stronger and that’s why you should just let it flow sometimes.

Allow it to help you through life.
Allow it to be your key to enjoying your moments, so you can look back at heartful memories.
Those with true emotions, positive attitudes, and smooth beautiful notions.

Let go into it,
Let go into life’s journey.

Know that your control of it will only leave you wandering.

Understand one thing,
understand that it’s okay not to be in control,
it’s fine not to know what’s next or why things happened the way they did.

Believe that you should allow life to land softly into your soul.
Let it sink in, it is truly not meant to be the other way around.